Life really is a lemon, plain and simple. A pucker up your mouth endless slogging through the morass we call life, and somehow we are supposed to be enjoying it!
I am sure there are a few people that lead a charmed life, where everything is perfect. I don't know a single one of them.
For me, life has been a pretty chaotic disaster from the day I first opened my eyes and gazed out at the big bad. Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed, I usually tend to laugh at the chaos that surrounds me. It's either that or go stark raving mad over it.
But there are a few moments of every day when I catch myself thinking. Surely one person's life can't be this much of a mess their entire life. Then I think about my life a bit more closely and say. Hell, yes it can.
I've found my life consists of extremes. There never seems to be that comfortable middle ground that all my friends develop and live in. I'm either successful and everything is perfect (for a short time_) and then I'm down in the bottom of the pit, digging myself back out again and rebuilding my life (the longer time)
So what is it about me, that makes life so difficult.
I'm well educated, I work my ass off when I have a job, and.. I am usually always on the short bus when the economy tanks.
While the asshat beside me who yaps all day and does half my work load, keeps his job. Hmm.
Monday, April 12, 2010
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Oh feh. You at least have a husband who visits your blog. See, if you were underpaid, underbrained, randomly educated and overstressed like me you'd be gainfully employed!
ReplyDeleteAlso, extra stars for "asshat"!